Sunday, May 9, 2010

拼图。人生


休息了将近三个月,心情还是一样。虽然身边时常环绕着一群知己好友,每天都笑得不亦乐乎,夜夜喝酒,夜夜笙歌,不过有时候还是会觉得孤独寂寞、觉得只有自己一个人。时常有一种有口难言的感觉,很多情绪感觉很想告诉人,却没有人有兴趣听我吐苦水。

最近时常望着天空发呆,甚至觉得自己像汪洋中的一条船。原因是朋友们都恋爱了!不是妒忌,只是时常在问到底自己出了什么问题,为什么偏偏就是不成功?有好几次以为这次准没错了,就是差那临门一脚。人家都很顺利啊!为什么我要多拐几个弯呢?无解!

等等、等等,我一直告诉自己。Sammi都唱“传闻浪漫太快,爱恋都走得快”啦!但是为什么我苦苦守着近两年的信念,等候的承诺,就像天上的星星,永远都遥不可及?我不是没有拥有过,只是当时的我太笨、太蠢,没有好好利用与珍惜。溜走了,后悔莫及。

占星、算命、求签、问事,我样样做齐了。这边签文说今年会有好姻缘、那边生肖星座说会有好机会,可是时间过了,什么也没有。人是遇见了,但是每次都会因为一些不顺利的事搞砸所有东西。有时候会很灰心,明明自己都没问题,为何就是得不到,成不了。

我之前还相信世上每个人都有一片拼图,每一个人都会找到自己完整的拼图、完全的幸福。可是时间久了,我的想法开始动摇了。我开始怀疑,是不是有些人天生就不应该幸福,不能够找到他那完整的拼图?希望我是对的,希望我们都会幸福。

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